(THIS ARTICLE EXCLUDES MY FAMILY MEMBERS)
I am on my bed now just about to sleep as I am having a strong headache. I am on my bed and couple of thoughts are constantly striking on my mind (may be that's why I am having a headache), 1st thought is that do people really love me? and 2nd thing is that....whether its just my wrong perception....
yea its true that I does have a few of my best friends and few good friends....among best freinds are those which can do "a lotttttt" for me and good friend includes those which can do a lot for me but according to there comfort......but "a lotttt" means "a lottt" only...i doubt and I am afraid to say if my best freinds can cross "a lotttt" limit and can do anything for me, "I know" I am wrong but truly saying I exactly don't know whether I am right by saying "I know".
I too fall in love, she is good friend of mine even now and also liked a girl at my PG (though I never loved her), but I know, they all are not going to do anything for me ....thats for sure.
its been 24 years now and it is really shameful for anyone to write such a blog and to doubt on his/her friends specially person like me who have got such a goooooood friends.
I know, when needed, there are more than 10 pairs of hands which gonna hold me up in my bad time but if a person have so many good and best friends then how can he/she suffer from bad time.
its just my perception, not my belief...and I am sorry if any of my friend after reading this blog got hurts couse its not intentionally....its just an extempore....a thought breaks into my mind and I simply wrote it.
I am not a depressed kinda person and I am also in good state of my mind, its just a blog, not the life
Ajit Pratap Singh
