is that what love demands??

neither I can sleep, nor I can study, its hard to breath and moreover it really sucks to belief... yes... guys love sucks!!!

There was a time when I used to listen the common saying around my vicinity but never paid attention to it that love is the most baneful addiction one can have and ironically that too without raising any alarm. they keep saying that it should be avoided, but how can one avert it...

"kabi kisi ko mukkamal jahan nahi milta, kahi zameen to kahin aasman nahi milta, tere jahan me aisa nahi ki pyaar na ho, zaha ummed ho utna waha nahi milta"

well she is a very cute girl and moreover different from others...the one I like..what makes her different from other girls is her intelligence, but what makes her similar from them is her emotional foolishness, a...nn...ddd... what makes are outstanding is that she in not talking to me any further....hmmm

love is what every one has its own perception about, go and ask thousands people what love is and you will get thousands answers but no one will be sure what love is.

Those are lucky who have lived or are living in love because what I believe is that they must have did something virtuous deeds in their previous life or are doing in their present life, though I never been that lucky, what I know is, that girl has no feeling for me in her heart, in her suave and sweet heart, but I don't have any complaints in that regards because there is another saying as a consolation for those like me that "true love doesn't mean to get, it rather says just be happy where ever she is"

"aaj tak bandhi hai uske aane ki ummed, aaj tak thehri hui hai zindagi apni jagah,

lakh ye chaha ki use bhool jaoo par, housle apne zagah hai, bebasi apni jagah." 

it has been three months since our talk, m sure it will be three years......thirty years......ma whole life.......but she will remain a special person through out my life..

love has no meaning today, am not sure those who claims (includes me also) that they are in true love, knows what is love, what is love all about, its not about go and propose her/him to be girlfriend or to be boyfriend,  and if you are boy, you got the responsibility to bear her all expenses and if you are girl then you got all the rights to do whatever you wanna do with your newly made boyfriend's wallet. ahh common, is that love, is that what love demand?? Poor generation !!!

Anyways guys, just wanna say one thing with my own conscience.......true love does sucks.....it really hurts........its a addiction.....its a passion, how much it may be baneful, how much it may cost, just fall in love with some one and you will came to know how much it is sweet, pure like a divine, enthusiastic like small kid.....

Love demands desperation......nothing else

Well talking about me, I am always been a happy guy, I liked her unconditionally but am not sure whether it was desperately......

"kaash ek din aisa aaye, saamne tu rahe aur umar gujar jaaye"