life isn't about Just passing the time!!!

Well not seldom but I should say most oftenly I used to think that goddd what I am doing, just nothing, I mean look around me, you will find many common people doing uncommon things. they are attaining greater heights day by day, creating new benchmarks for their upcoming contemporaries, making their family feel proud.

I mean, what I do daily, just nothing, during college days, I just go to the college, attend the classes and returns to the home "safely" and then whattttt, it sucks like hell, watch TV eat food and sleep, a nap at the noon and then a snore full tight sleep at the night (though I never do the snoring, but I get a feel for it because my roommate do), and the worst on the off days, just sleep whole day, if get time then surf internet, watch TV, goshhhhh, I mean why I never had any special work.

What m doing, I have grown mature now and nothing yetttt...ehhh damnnn !!!

Guys and gals below my age are entreprenuers, sports persons (look at our under 19 cricket team, or why under 19, just through a sight at the Indian cricket team), some are earning more then a handsome money, some are lieutenants, many are taking admissions in IIM's and IIT's, even my dad was serving the Indian navy by the  age of mine, and am just freaking, damn damn damn !!!

I just never tried to come out of the comfort zone, I opted for HR as my specialization, I guess, just to freak in the office...hahhhh, no this is wrong now, I have marketing too, but I have opted for HR because I would like to burn my bums by sitting in the office doing nothing...lol

abruptly if someone approaches me after reading this blog and says "hey bro, I have got some work for you then I would probably say "ohh leave it for now, don't you see sehwag has just completed a nimble ton"

ha ha :-)

well I can't help myself, lets see if my boss (upcoming and HR) has got something for me or wondering whether he/she will also admire the sehwag's quick knock !

placement...wt else??

finally time is coming slowly and steadily...... of-course for Job yaar.

There was a time when I was doing my engineering I used to say one phrase...."boss !! time goes but study remains"...probably I was thinking to pursue MBA/PGDM, and was in the mood to remain parasite and get my monthly salary from home....cheersssss

But now what, my fifth external exam is on 22nd of December 2009, one more to go..

and on 23rd of December my 3rd semester is wrapping up and with this I will be eligible to apply for Job, ohh god !! what a life it will be...

I will have around 15 to 20 days to enjoy my semester break at home , but the time isn't the same like always, the job stress will be hovering over my mind, though my college is guaranteeing a good placement, and I can't find any answer to get tensed for Job...

I mean I have given more then three lacks to the college for providing me a good Job (ohh common, don't say for PGDM degree) then why the damn I am worrying...ohh crap...may be its a stress for whether college will provide me really good placement (something related to my specialization-HR) and if yes then till when.

well I have to cope up with this situation latently, will see what happen, still some study remains ha ha, and I can still get monthly salary from the home (also salary is incremented, I am doing PGDM guys), so why not enjoy.

and rather then worrying I should look to have good time at my home.

is that what love demands??

neither I can sleep, nor I can study, its hard to breath and moreover it really sucks to belief... yes... guys love sucks!!!

There was a time when I used to listen the common saying around my vicinity but never paid attention to it that love is the most baneful addiction one can have and ironically that too without raising any alarm. they keep saying that it should be avoided, but how can one avert it...

"kabi kisi ko mukkamal jahan nahi milta, kahi zameen to kahin aasman nahi milta, tere jahan me aisa nahi ki pyaar na ho, zaha ummed ho utna waha nahi milta"

well she is a very cute girl and moreover different from others...the one I like..what makes her different from other girls is her intelligence, but what makes her similar from them is her emotional foolishness, a...nn...ddd... what makes are outstanding is that she in not talking to me any further....hmmm

love is what every one has its own perception about, go and ask thousands people what love is and you will get thousands answers but no one will be sure what love is.

Those are lucky who have lived or are living in love because what I believe is that they must have did something virtuous deeds in their previous life or are doing in their present life, though I never been that lucky, what I know is, that girl has no feeling for me in her heart, in her suave and sweet heart, but I don't have any complaints in that regards because there is another saying as a consolation for those like me that "true love doesn't mean to get, it rather says just be happy where ever she is"

"aaj tak bandhi hai uske aane ki ummed, aaj tak thehri hui hai zindagi apni jagah,

lakh ye chaha ki use bhool jaoo par, housle apne zagah hai, bebasi apni jagah." 

it has been three months since our talk, m sure it will be three years......thirty years......ma whole life.......but she will remain a special person through out my life..

love has no meaning today, am not sure those who claims (includes me also) that they are in true love, knows what is love, what is love all about, its not about go and propose her/him to be girlfriend or to be boyfriend,  and if you are boy, you got the responsibility to bear her all expenses and if you are girl then you got all the rights to do whatever you wanna do with your newly made boyfriend's wallet. ahh common, is that love, is that what love demand?? Poor generation !!!

Anyways guys, just wanna say one thing with my own conscience.......true love does sucks.....it really hurts........its a addiction.....its a passion, how much it may be baneful, how much it may cost, just fall in love with some one and you will came to know how much it is sweet, pure like a divine, enthusiastic like small kid.....

Love demands desperation......nothing else

Well talking about me, I am always been a happy guy, I liked her unconditionally but am not sure whether it was desperately......

"kaash ek din aisa aaye, saamne tu rahe aur umar gujar jaaye"

Do PeApLe ReAllY LoVe Me??????

(THIS ARTICLE EXCLUDES MY FAMILY MEMBERS)

I am on my bed now just about to sleep as I am having a strong headache. I am on my bed and couple of thoughts are constantly striking on my mind (may be that's why I am having a headache), 1st thought is that do people really love me? and 2nd thing is that....whether its just my wrong perception....

yea its true that I does have a few of my best friends and few good friends....among best freinds are those which can do "a lotttttt" for me and good friend includes those which can do a lot for me but according to there comfort......but "a lotttt" means "a lottt" only...i doubt and I am afraid to say if my best freinds can cross "a lotttt" limit and can do anything for me, "I know" I am wrong but truly saying I exactly don't know whether I am right by saying "I know".

I too fall in love, she is good friend of mine even now and also liked a girl at my PG (though I never loved her), but I know, they all are not going to do anything for me ....thats for sure.

its been 24 years now and it is really shameful for anyone to write such a blog and to doubt on his/her friends specially person like me who have got such a goooooood friends.

I know, when needed, there are more than 10 pairs of hands which gonna hold me up in my bad time but if a person have so many good and best friends then how can he/she suffer from bad time.

its just my perception, not my belief...and I am sorry if any of my friend after reading this blog got hurts couse its not intentionally....its just an extempore....a thought breaks into my mind and I simply wrote it.

I am not a depressed kinda person and I am also in good state of my mind, its just a blog, not the life

Ajit Pratap Singh

Awesome Shaayri

jaan kar b vo mujhe jaan na paye,
aaj tak vo mujhe pahchan na paye,
khud hi kar li bewafaii hamne,
taki unpar koi iljam na aaye…
nakam si koshish kiya karate hain,
ham hain ki unse pyar kiya krate hain,
khuda ne takdir me eek tuta tara nahi likha,
aur ham hain ki chand ki araju kiya karte hain …
milana etifak tha bichhadna nasib tha
vo utna hi durr ho gaya jitna karib tha
ham usko dekhne ke liye taraste hi rahe
jis shaks ki hatheli pe hamara nasib tha
mere dil ki kitab ko padna kabhi,
sapano me ake mujh se milana kabhi
maine apni duniya sajai hai tere liye

Now See the discrimination (AP CM-YSR Missing)

It was a beautifull Wednesday evening at here in dehradun as it is always, I returned to the home from college after a hectic full day schedule, after long hunting for my Remote, I swtiches on the TV and turned to a news channel, there was a shocking news, captions were runninng with the headlines "Andhra Pradesh CM, YSR Reddy is missing in the Kurnul Forest above Atmakur area" when his helicopter equipped with ELT system crashhed. he was last seen in between 0915 - 0930 Hrs.

Ofcourse its a sad news.

30 Sukhoi Planes (known for their excellent hunting capability) are searching for the helicopter, ISRO's Special plane has taken some pictures from that place, military commondoes are hunting for the CM, while Andhra' grey hound commondos are also on the hunt, Dornier plane are being used for the search process (they catches the ELT signal) moreover forest ministry is also hounding for the Chief Minister and blah blah blah

I just wanna ask you people only single thing, wiether such special arrangements be possible if that plane has some military men, or a military troop, or any other important person (who is a real hero) instead of a politician. I would say no, no such arrangemnt be made possible. I am not opposing that such arrangement be made for a politician but I am opposing for this kind of discrimination. Every one has got the equal right, it is not like that if a politician is missing and whole nation is searching, while 100's of Army men are dying due to insufficient arrangement like lack of necesaary weapons and all and no one cares at all, neither the government nor the people, even people dont turned to the TV sets if 1 0r 2 commondoes die in any cross firing as they believe its a common thing.

This kind of discrimination be averted because after all Army mens are the real hero's of the nation and not any politician.

Ajit Pratap Singh

sorry seems to be the hardest word

What I gotta do to make you love me? What I gotta do to make you care?What do I do when lightning strikes me?And I wake to find that you're not there?
What I gotta do to make you want me? What I gotta do to be heard?What do I say when it's all over? Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.And it's getting more and more absurd.It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over?Oh it seems to meThat sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?What I gotta do to be heard?What do I say when it's all over?Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situation.And it's getting more and more absurd.It's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it over?Oh it seems to meThat sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Yeh. Sorry
What I gotta do to make you love me?What I gotta do to be heard?What do I do when lightning strikes me?What have I got to do?What have I got to do?When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Reference - some website